I feel like I’m drowning in my emotions. I’m not angry, I’m just sad… I don’t know what to do. Nothing I do seems to be the right thing anymore. Have I ever done anything right? Ever? Or am I just noticing now because I keep being told over and over again about the things I do wrong? It hurts me that I constantly fuck things up.. I can’t imagine how other people feel. I just want to be better; prettier, healthier, smarter, more fun, nicer, more talkative, easier to be around… But I’m not. I’m trying really hard to get better at these things, but I guess the fact that I’m trying doesn’t matter. I’m never good enough. For anyone.